pouring out feelings.
On a personal note, I felt that life had rather been a roller coaster ride. Things have been hard. I’ve been given so many choices to the extend that I didn’t know what to do. Things have been rather confusing lately.
I’ve been having mixed feelings about so many things that I can’t seemed to be perfectly and genuinely happy.
I’m currently on my first month of a new job. New job means new enviroment and the job scope and system are not my forte. Miss the feeling of being at home. Miss the colleague at the previous workplace but may what I chose now be the best decision for my future.
Been feeling rather down nowadays. I don’t know what’s up with me. I’ve been feeling really cranky and emotional. It’s hard. It’s like knowing what you do now is the right thing but at the same time there’s doubt somewhere that this may not be what I want.
Honestly, my emotions are so shitty right now.
